Saturday, January 21, 2012

Whale

Are we about to
You Know-
Is there an undercurrent
An unseen movement
Towards-

Are all the lies coming unraveled
Is there a crisis in the making
Supreme Court this Supreme Court that
Caps and gowns and milords
The only ones at the Till, Will, Rudder, Wheel
What's happened to the Executive?

Unwilling maybe-
Mumbling, Bumbling, Yelling, Smelling-
Very upset at this noise about Accountability
Such theoretical nonsense
In the world of real people-

But we people
Are also getting immunised
White noise
Fashion-
All that "breaking news"

Too much pretense
Can make posturing redundant

We're growing posture resistant
Numb, don't care
Beyond outrage
But very malicious-
We are praying for prey

Like the new strain of tuberculosis
Ready to do some old fashioned consuming-
Gasp
Gasp but this is not surprise
Its breathing trouble
Demise times-

It's
Come upon the weaker ones among us
Not so good at
What you need
To ignore impending doom
It's going to be a polite checking out
In orderly queues

You go first
Pehle Aap-
It's
A Lover's Leap without the love


Whales are big
They need lots of water-

Our lies are enormous
Bigger than cyberspace
Bigger than all the zeroes we can imagine
Bigger than that old truth business
Turned out of house and home
And high-rises with power backup
Homeless irrelevance
Ready to catch the new tuberculosis
And the old pneumonia-

Get out truth
Out
Of the way

Embarrassing incontinent fellow
Dribbling accusations-
Talking needlessly of ethics
As if lectures can take the place of manners
Stating the obvious-
No wonder the character is out-of-date
Past his sell-by
If he comes around again
Organise a stampede
And have him squelched-
But be careful to call it something
else
pin it-
Let me see
On tuberculosis
Or bird flu III-

The convenience of disease-
Cannot be overstated.
But even if we do no more than the vulture thing
and wait for polite
Correction-
We'd be
Waiting-
Conducting a vigil
So we can go to the wake
As soon the f-ing truth monger stops breathing

We can open the bottle
tantalising us from the table
And say nice things about him
Gone cold.

See-

Take it back to old times
Truth worries!
Retro nonsense
What next
Tooth Fairies
Instead of the regular kind?

Look, look-
No space for whales here
You're a mother of a mammal
In need of ocean

Here it's house full-
We've filled it all
With lies and positions
and that's the way we like it.


Gautam Mukherjee

Copyright Gautam Mukherjee 2012

Friday, January 06, 2012

Adil Jussawalla

He taught classes I didn't take
At St. Xavier's
But I went to anyway

He was different, with ringlets of long hair
Young like us then
Not trying to hide it either

My chosen Political Science classes were deep
Taught by a serious-minded Oxford educated Jesuit
Who didn't let his biases creep into the exposition-

Eng. lit. was fun the way Jussawala taught it
He experimented
In small doses-

Jussawalla became a noted poet
With very little poetry put out
But he encouraged many-
Published some of mine in Debonair
Where he was Literary Editor
And where Imtiaz Dharker would draw
Portraits of the poet-
Classy
In an uncaring tumult
A roar
Of dhanda
In Amchi Mumbai ruled by VP Naik
Cleaner greener and steadier than now
For eleven long years...

Adil's written another book at last
His third in some fifty years-
He talks still of his struggles
At publishing poetry
Of print

Why print in 2012?
Welcome to cyberspace biddu.
Google, Shoogle, pad this pad that
And the kindling of Kindle.

For music it's the same story
Download to glory
You Tube it all
And leave the paper and vinyl and whatever it is they make CDS out of
To the bins of history.

Vanity, if that's what it is
Has found comfortable rooms now.


Gautam Mukherjee

Thursday, January 05, 2012

If

Public school redux
means saloon doors to the shitter
You need to sneak up between times to get any privacy
There's endless brutality
Of an emotional kind
Designed to turn you into a brute
With commas and semi colons in your attitude
But you're still hopeless
In counterpoint to a street bred item
What do you really know about deception
In the midst of your training to deal with nuances?

How you long to be tough
Not just physically
Because games are indeed compulsory
But how can you be
With your clean collar
And legacy money paying your way
Through the tailcoats--

Its truly amazing
What a small timer from nowhere can do
In that little exclusive little claustrophobia that belongs to you
He will steal the dumbest broad
And promptly get a licence to belong
And you still gasping
Like some pet carp-